Tuesday, April 13, 2010 # Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Did smth i really shouldnt do as an NCO... but i am passing out...so i guess its okay??
The CIs emphasize this alot of times already, but i still broke the rule.....gosh, passing out soon, cant i just wait for another two weeks????
Well, at least stock check is done, after that the CIs did discuss with me some matter, tat includes CI course...i am like ----WTH, i need pass my Os first right, and my english still cannot make it....since pri sku,it like tat..i am always wondering how come i can actually get an A for english in PSLE..... is the marker too lenient?? i guess so.... well, got to buck up!! Make use of vivid verbs and emotive words!!! but how??? and then they told me about going to wich poly or JC....and they did suggest to me dun go NP...too far....yes i noe, but compared to my other cousins, waking up 5am in the morning is seriously...NTH!! 1 of more cousins everyday reach home at 6pm but wake up at 3+am....he practically have no time to relax...tat how sad malaysia education system is....anyway....i might be coming back as a CI, but i have broken THE rule, the one rule that dominates the others.....i wonder why is there such rule...tat my freedom right...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...... And they told me about the sec 3s (shall not elaborate ), and their perf in CLBTC....and i am half surprised, and at the same time, half disappointed. ok, honestly, i felt more disappointed then surprised... and guess wad, the three of us there were SI of sec 1 08, sec 2 09, sec 3 10...... same batch of cadets....and for them,
hey, if you can do a lot more things that are good for you, your squad mates, the unit....why dun u go do it?? u had the talent so why not just try your best in succeeding?? you can make this unit better than now it is, and doing is definitely better. These things will not take away your time, in fact, these are social skills too, communication with your juniors is very important, you can but you dun want too, quite ironical i find it.....
Taking over soon oreadi still like tat....im not saying im good, but it just tat, many of them do have the potential to be better than me.... chinese saying goes qing cu yu lan sheng yu lan ( green comes from blue but is brighter than blue)...haiz..
Then we discuss about PDS (top secret), i watch them do the tests hoh, still like... well kind of a good start, at least classification skill is there.... i still remember the first time we plan for parade, we did on a piece of paper.....lol....tat was before NCO camp, cant blame us ....
Good thing today mr fathul and mrs cheong absent from sku..!!!! YEAH!! i didnt finish my hw for SS and ENG....and mr fathul is really.....haiz.... hypnotize us all the time......
Didnt really like the fact that, there is no more rifles left to use!!! especially comp rifle......3 left? where did the rest go sia, when i last saw it in jan or feb, theres was still 7?? Got to interview hasfis liao...-.-|||....i make sure i squeeze everything out of his throat...damn... but i got to face the fact though... should be ordering new rifles?? but i tink this one at least the quality better than the supposedly new one??? which was heavy and stupid and fragile?? i did few spins and the top come flying off... but did the sku have the budget anot..... tat wad i am afraid off.... boo is so stingy, and stupid, spend money on things that isnt worth spending on.... wad can a TV do?? Represent the sku??? no way ... tat sucks....waste money....the new rifles costs 1500 for 10... tat like, hey we need at least 30??? tat makes 4500 = three tv??? might as well give us the money right??? And there are things to settle before passing out....
