My life is hectic man! and its messed up lol. I got tons of works to catch up with my classmates ( blame myself for slacking during the June Holiday ) since i got SUUUUB for my MYE,in the following order, GP, Math, Physics, Chemistry, Geog, Chinese. Yup, the only subject i passed for this MYE is my chinese. Worst of all, the math paper and geog paper are doable. Well, math was consider really easy in fact, Chemistry was a killer, i really have nth to say bout this one. Physics? passable if i studied. GP? Cant do a single shyt bout it. Anyway, wads over is over, gottta work hard for this term. Its already week 4 and 66 days left to my Promos (76 days to end of it ^^) i need to get promoted! But with the A'level SPA happening this term, i cant spend much time on my other subjects. Gotta sort out a way.

What happened this week was, i got back my MI (mathematical Induction ) test paper, and i failed it, by 1 mark. But its still a fail and considering i studied so hard for it.... i can only describe my feeling as 'awesome' ..... And my chem tutor told me tat i did pretty badly for my Chem MYE retest as well (which i was expected to get a C for ) , similarly, i studied super hard for the retest as well. Some of you might just say, its just a fail, nth much. Or failing a paper is not unusual, everyone has failed before. Yea duh! Of cos i have failed before , but this time it is different. Really diff. Its not like i do not understand the concept behind it, its more like....i cant apply well. Since secondary school, we are told to memorise the context for our exams. However, in jc we are suppose to memorise and apply ( higher percentage ) for our exams....and everything is like jumble up.Taking chemistry as an example, I am only dealing with 6 topics now, how about the 14 others i have yet to learn? And there was this consolidation quiz for chemical equilibrium today, which the quiz is really easy but i cant think on the spot. totally demoralise.....if felt as if i was having my Prelim 2 last year.....unable to concentrate for my paper, though that was a totally diff scenario. Next, math was suppose to be my strongest subject, how can i fail...the easiest topic so far? Presentation mistakes aside, which will have get me D or C, i swear there was this part i couldnt solve. Looks like its time to do some real mugging.

On the other end of studies, which is sports or wadeva the term is, i am not doing well either. Napfa is over, yes. I got gold, yes. But its a low gold! I went to test out my 2.4 timing just recently, i couldnt even hit 11mins. Which is already consider pretty slow in my CCA. I am not hitting the targets. And last week training was running 15 rnds around the track. Although i didnt stop for 12 rnds ( It ended on my 12th rnd because of CAT 1) , i will admit that my jogging speed is really slow......

And i shall admit this...seriously....i cant do a thing, sing dance , playing piano guitar, being good in at least one sport ( i mentioned this before, i can play most sports, i can never play WELL in one of them )
No talent, No fitness, No brain.